I popped out of bed and hustled to get dressed. The first day of school had finally arrived.
I rushed to the kitchen and poured my cereal and milk.
I scraped the last scoop and drank the milk.
Every schoolchild knows breakfast is the most important meal of the day.
I hustled to brush my teeth and put on my new school outfit. I shrugged on my favorite Yankees T-shirt and a pair of cool new athletic shorts. I slipped on my tennis shoes and rushed out the front door.
And then … I turned around and went back inside to my bedroom. I sat down at my desk and clicked a button on my browser to join a Zoom call for my first class of graduate school.
The last time I was in a classroom as a student was 15 years ago, when my attempt at graduate school was put on hold to return to newspapers.
A lot has changed since my first real day of school, fall 1980 kindergarten at Woodlawn Elementary School on Des Moines’ northwest side.
1980: Mom helped me get dressed.
2020: With arthritis in my knees and back, I wouldn’t say no to a helper to get me dressed.
1980: Tied my own shoes by myself including double knot.
2020: I use elastic laces that turn every shoe into a slip on.
1980: Breakfast was Lucky Charms in whole milk.
2020: Breakfast was Grape Nuts in ultra-filtered skim milk with added protein.
1980: My backpack was filled with new folders, notebooks, pens and a badass set of NFL pencils with the team’s name etched into one side.
2020: I’m using pens and notebooks I stole from my former employer after they laid me off.
1980: They would let you go down to the library to play “Oregon Trail” for computer time.
2020: The whole class is on a computer and I take it in my bedroom, which is loaded with toys.
1980: We enjoyed a nice midday snack of apples and milk.
2020: My bladder can’t hold a can of Diet Mountain Dew for an entire 90-minute course.
1980: There was a midday nap.
I could go on, but my drummer thew out his shoulder doing rimshots.
In all seriousness, today was the best day I’ve had in a long time.
I looked for a job for four months. I didn’t find one. I felt impotent and small. I felt useless. I lacked purpose and drive. I was depressed and anxious.
Before class started, I worried I would be overwhelmed or out-of-place. I wasn’t. It was class, the same as class has always been most of my life.
Today was a purposeful day. I took one step toward a new future. At long last, I got momentum.
That’s about the best you can ask from a day.
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